I love you Beethoven! I cannot describe the moving, swaying, romantic
rousing that has sent my soul to the sky. Your playful and joyful notes
bouncing all over existence in my small keyboard world..... I am so in
awe of you. Why can I not go back in time so that I may go to the
Premiere of your Ninth Symphony? It must have been exciting...your last
concert. But now I am listening to your Second Symphony, which leaves me
so transfixed, I am silent and dripping in awe. And now a moment later
my head tosses from side to side, as I feel my long hair brushing
against my shoulders in a warm, comforting and sensual awareness that I
don't get as much anywhere as I do from music. The Second Symphony is so
intense and gorgeous in a deep velvety and rhythmic way that floats me up
and over the world in dreams and calm ecstasy. I could have fallen in
love with you.....Herr Ludwig....you do such incredible things to my
soul! I would have been yours at the touch of fingers on the piano...I
would have been so easy to fall into any of your whims...That is how
powerful the mixture of your precious notes scan in and out of my mind
and ears and being. How much beauty can one human bring in to this
planet and still have that same intensity it did over 200 years ago? No
one should ever leave this world without knowing that exquisite state of
purity, that rapture that you create ,that incredible, indescribable
sensation that seems to capture all those little endorphins and make
them swirl around in my body , seemingly forever. As your music plays it
does seem to go on forever...........My daily stresses, my little
nothing annoyances........there is nothing that can come between you and
I , Ludwig...as the music plays..........I wait for you .........I close
my eyes, I feel my body floating over the waves of sound.........I want
to stay here in the darkened room.......the playful notes return and now
I am dancing with you down by the swiftly moving stream and the greenest
meadow in the Weinerwald. When something or someone can move you down to
your soul it has to be love. I cannot fathom living on this Earth
without Beethoven, without any Classical music. With all that is going
on , it is a necessity for me to lock away in this tight little world of
my hypnotic state..........not wanting to come out....not
now.........not for a long time.............My guest is still here and I
intend on spending all night with him............ I want to await the
sunrise with this same sense of musical rapture and pleasurable
sensations........."Gute Nacht Mein Herr...Ich warte noch,einmal mer fur
dich schon wieder morgen fruh "...................... Gute Nacht, Peach